Vacation over, heading back but not nearly as relaxed as I wanted. I feel weirdly unwanted and like I’ve entered an unstoppable downward slide in my personal life, even as I finally got a pretty good job (at which I am not doing well right now).
I hate these days. I hate that I am no one’s moat important thing, and I hate that I’m so incapable of figuring out how to interact worth other people in some functional way.
it bothers me that Kansas and Arkansas are not pronounced the same
I’m from the UK and I have been pronouncing Arkansas as Ar-Kansas my whole life
For all my non-american friends, Arkansas is pronounced ark-an-saw
Even more fun, they are pronounced differently because they are based on different tribes and languages entirely. It isn’t just Kansas, NOW WITH MORE PIRATE.
There will never be a time when I am ‘caught up’ on all the things I need to do.
There is only the ‘constant juggle’ of all the things I need to do.
Not to mention the ‘jockeying for position’ on which is the most important and when it’s due. (Or actually which is overdue the most).